So, I'm really confused about life. I have been forever. How does it work? And more importantly, what should I do with it (other than sandbox games)? I'm not sure about a lot of things, but what I do know is that writing is probably the best thing I have going for me. I'm going to try and pound out a few chapters a week in Simone's story, if I can.
It seems like I'm pretty much stuck as far as jobs go, if I get a job I hate close to home which pays crap, I'll hate my life, and barely eke out a living. If I can get a decent paying job out of town, I'll hate the commute, and want to move, and end up just scraping by, with no time to write, or enjoy life. Either way, I need an income that doesn't kill me.
I've got an appointment to see my doctor about a bunch of stuff, I'm gonna ask to be referred to a psychiatrist, and see if I can figure out my mind. I'm definitely depressed, and I've been using a mood-tracking app for a while, which is neat, and there are some trends starting to show up, but it's not very precise.
Still on OkCupid, still just trying to get by, make some connections, but it's slow-going. Apparently living in the middle of nowhere is bad if you want to meet local people.
I think that's about it for my life atm. If anything else happens I'll post about it in a month or three as per my usual.